I've been trying to remember how I coped in the past when bad things happened,
Then I realized that this situation defies the gravity
The others were controlled by.
I've tried to maintain my calm, and then got on the high-wire with some Ritalin -
Got a lot of shit done,
Tried to get real low, smoked a bowl and that only made me too sick to look at myself;
Productivity hit near level zero...
Pathetic, I'm just like him,
Grasping straws until my hands bleed.
Searching for everything that still eludes me,
Who am I,
Where did my mind wander off to,
Get my shit