Thursday, September 29, 2011

J.S.

Music reminds me of you
And certain songs are triggers
(I've figured that out, at least)
The nightmares came back the moment
I tried to sleep in my own bed again.
Why did I even answer that phone call?
4 AM on an already shitty night
And you called to say goodbye
For the last time;
We cried.

It wasn't my fault,
I didn't push you over the edge:
You took a running leap,
Away from me.
But you're still alive
(am I the reason for that?)
And you still haunt me
(I want to help you)
I was one of the reasons
(yet all I did was hurt you).

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