Before you, there was something....else
But my mind won't grasp the concept
Of moving straight-forward
Of telling you, or anyone, what happened
When I'm living in nightmares
About Jared and what I did to him
Or what he said I did.
I'm lost in dreams and I'm so afraid
To go back to sleep...
I just want to tell someone,
But I can't.
Not while I'm so damn afraid to speak.