Saturday, March 31, 2012

The Clubs and the Lights and the Alcohol (I forgot you)

When you have nothing to say
Just make shit up
And if there's nothing nice
Then just shut up
(and kiss me)
Meaning doesn't exist
When the lights go off
And it's so easy to lie
As long as you don't get caught up


I've realized
That as long as there's a you
And a me
In this world
There are going to be people asking
Why we're not together.
I'm okay with this, finally,
Because now I know the answer.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

My Life.

I'm encumbered by bills And negative balances Behind on everything. Struggling at work, Struggling to sleep, Forgetting to eat. I'm missing home And school And my friends, Family too. Stress, Stress, Stress And some more. But I'm fine. Honestly, I almost love it.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Because I love myself more than I ever could anyone else.

I can't tell you when
But at some point
The songs lose their meanings,
The dreams cease to come,
The life you lead becomes the life you leave
And the sun, it shines once more.
You just have to be patient,
Trust me, it pays
Because eventually the rain becomes brighter days
Like today.
And he becomes something old
And there's something new on the way.
You just have to be patient,
Trust me, it pays.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Bills paid, I'm broke, let's write.

I don't miss you
And we're just human,
Not children but we are kids.
We clashed, badly,
Our personalities don't match
And we're too different.
I get all that now.
Not together, not now, not never again
And I finally see why space is important here:
Boundaries have to be established
So it's not the warzone it feels like.

And I can finally give you what you want,
Because it's actually what I need.